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Captivating Warrior Princess † True beauty emanates from a selfless heart †Sometimes, faith is not clinging: faith is letting go!
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A Horse Called Amber
'I knew she was trying to kill me.’ This is a story of two horses, one a jet-black mare called Midnight - some would call her a ‘devil horse’ - and the other, my favourite, a gentle six-year-old palomino called Amber. Shortly after my husband, John, had bought Midnight, I went out to work with her. I led her out, locked the stable door behind me, and proceeded to saddle and mount her. Midnight was nervous. She skittered. Within seconds she became violent. She reared and threw me to the ground; then went berserk, rushing wildly about the yard. Suddenly she headed back towards me at full gallop, teeth bared. Already in great pain from a shattered neck joint, unable to move, I knew she was trying to kill me, to stomp me to death. ‘Lord, Lord!’ I screamed, but there was no one near to hear. No one human, that is. Unbelievably, Amber came charging out of the stable. She hurled herself at Midnight, savaging her with her teeth. Midnight retreated, charged again, retreated again and came back again. Amber stood her ground, defending me until Midnight gave up. And to think that I’d last seen Amber in her stall, a restraining chain across its entrance. And the stable door - it was locked. I myself had carefully slipped the metal bolt. Yet my gentle Amber had rescued me. She had overcome the barriers between her and me, and had done that with crucial and uncanny speed. How?
By Mary Wilson
What Do You Need?
I got off to an early start. Before my first appointment, I took a friend to Kansas City International Airport and drove back by my usual route. Approaching the fork where I would turn left, I was in the left of four lanes. Then my car began to move right, almost involuntarily, as if someone had taken the wheel from my hand and was steering for me.
I spoke to myself out loud, saying, “Why did you do that?” as I continued to drive along.
My white suit was perfect for this beautiful summer day. Knowing my tendency to speed in good weather, I put on my cruise control and enjoyed the scenery. I continued down the highway, singing, when a voice in my head said, “Slow down,” I looked at my speedometer and saw I was only going sixty mph, so I thought, I’m fine, and waved my hand dismissively.
A moment later, a voice that sounded as if it came from the back seat yelled. “Slow down!”
Startled, I slammed on my brakes, which brought me to a near stop. I had just enough time to utter, “What was that all about?” when the little white car in front of me started losing control.
I immediately moved to the side of the highway, sensing a bad accident was about to happen. By the time the white car crossed all three lanes and slammed into the guardrail, going about seventy, I was at a stop.
The minute I jumped out of my car, another car stopped beside me. A man rushed over and asked, “Why did you slam on your brakes? Nothing had happened yet.” I answered, “I don’t know.” then he said “Thank you. You saved my life!” I asked how, and he went on to say “I was speeding, going about eighty-five - I’m late and was trying to make up time. I’ve had so many speeding tickets that when I saw you slam on your brakes, I assumed you saw a cop. So I hit my brakes too. I would have been directly beside that car when it started to lose control.”
Still stunned, he got into his car and drove away.
As I approached the wrecked car in the middle of the highway I whispered to God, “Why me? What do I know about first aid?”
The driver, a pregnant young woman, and her husband were sitting in the white car, both looking badly injured. Blood was everywhere. His teeth were broken, and they were crying and scared. I knew we need help and an ambulance.
A car stopped, and a woman asked, “What do you need?” I answered, “We need to call the police and an ambulance. These two people are badly injured!” she drove away to find a roadside phone.
As I walked back to the couple to tell them help was on the way, someone yelled from a passing car: “You’ve got to get them out. There’s fluid leaking under the car!”
I went to open the driver’s crushed door, when the woman told me it wouldn’t budge. There was jagged glass in her window, so I knew she had to exit by the door. Using all my strength, I pulled on it. Unbelievably, the door gave way.
I helped the frightened woman out of her car and set her down, and then I ran back for her husband. The passenger door was jammed against the guardrail, and an obstruction blocked the front seat. He could not slide across to get out the driver’s side. I shouldered his weight while he hoisted himself up and out the window. I helped him lie down on the road next to his wife.
He was bleeding so badly that I thought to myself: We desperately need two towels. At that moment, a woman stopped her car and yelled, “What do you need?” I told her, and she reached in the back seat for a Kmart bag, which contained two towels she had just purchased. Returning to the couple, I applied a towel tourniquet on the man’s arm and placed the other towel under his head.
They were going into shock, and I knew they needed blankets to stay warm. Another woman pulled up and asked, “What do you need?” I said I needed two blankets. She walked to the back of her van, pulled out two blankets from a laundry basket filled with clean bedding, and said she had to leave.
As I covered the man and woman, I realized I had done all I could do on my own. I though: I need a medic - I need someone right now! I look up and saw a man in a while uniform on the side of the highway, running toward us. I didn’t see any vehicle; he seemed to have appeared out of thin air. He told me he was an off-duty medic. I stepped back as he began to administer first aid to the couple.
I’m sure I looked confused when the police came and told me I could leave. My mind flooded with the grace of the miracle. I had received everything I needed the moment I asked for it. For the first time in my life, I comprehended how safe we really are. Our angels are only a whisper away, to do God’s work in our lives.
I realized I had just enough time to get to my appointment. When I arrived, I suddenly remembered, starting through the office door, that I was dressed completely in white. I looked down in disbelief. After all I’d been through, my clothing was spotless.
Diann Roche
Reason for Hope
An explorer discovers something unique
Mungo Park, the explorer, one day was stranded alone in an African wilderness. Nearly dead from hunger, thirst and exhaustion, he decided there was no hope for survival and stretched out on the ground to await death.
But then a small flower of exceptional beauty caught his eye.
He said, ‘though the whole plant was no larger than one of my fingers, I could not contemplate the delicate conformation of its roots, leaves, and capsules without admiration.’
‘can the /being who planted, watered, and brought to perfection, in this obscure part of the world, a thing which appears of so small importance, look with unconcern upon the situation and suffering of creatures formed after His own imagine? Surely not.’ he started out again, and disregarding both hunger and fatigue, travelled forward until he reached safety.
By Jamie bliss ford
Out Of Our Hands
Miracle in a wall of flames
Seeing a car wreck on the six o’clock news is one thing, but being there at the scene of the accident is another. In seventeen years as a paramedic I’ve witnessed every kind of horror. We learn to expect the worst. Our real nightmare is fire. Paramedics are not fire fighters. We’re trained - among other things - to rescue survivors from a vehicle and treat their injuries first, but if a car is in flames, it’s a non-stop emergency. You just have to hope God’s with you because there’s not one moment to pray.
My partner Tim and I prided ourselves on suiting up in less than thirty seconds: protective pants and coat, helmet and fire-resistant gloves. One October afternoon in 1993 an urgent call came over the radioed: “Two-vehicle collision. Ferguson Road.’
‘Let’s go!’ yelled Tom. We responded to the call. Tom had his gear on before we left the station. Mine was still stowed in a bag in the ambulance. Tom climbed into the driver’s seat, and we proceeded to the accident location, just a few minutes north of town. I’ll set no records suiting up today, I thought, reaching for my bag.
‘Bad news, Roy,’ Tom called out as he pulled our ambulance to a stop by the road. We were first on the scene. One car, its front end smashed, was on the highway, while off on the side of the road a white car was engulfed in flames. Fire roared into the sky. I caught my breath. Our puny ten-pound extinguisher was no match for a blaze like that.
‘Two people are in front,’ I said, spotting their silhouettes amid the flames. Tom ran to the driver’s side of the burning car. I pulled on my gloves, grabbed my medical kit and got to the car seconds behind him.
Tom yanked on the door, desperate to reach the driver, whose stricken face was visible through the window. I could see the car’s crumpled dashboard pushed into her body, trapping her. The door wouldn’t budge. Just as I reached Tom’s side the flames leaped into the front seat.
Panicked, the passenger shoved his door open, falling out on the ground. His clothes were on fire!
‘Tom!’ I yelled. The two of us carried the man away from danger. We pressed his chest and back with our protective gloves, smothering the flames. Then we heard a muffled bang. The car’s windows had exploded from the heat. Tom ran back to the car while I opened my kit and began to treat the passenger’s burns.
Sirens wailed as a fire engine screeched to a stop. Glancing up from my patient I saw Tom reach his arms through a wall of flames, into the car, trying to pull the trapped driver from the car.
‘Out of the way!’ shouted a fire-fighter, moving Tom aside. Positioning a hose, the fire-fighter directed a stream of water into the car. As flames subsided, we could see that the driver was beyond help. We do what we can, I told myself sadly, returning to my patient. People say everything is in God’s hands. In my line of work, that fact was sometimes hard to accept.
With the fire under control, we had our first chance to check the other car involved in the collision. The driver was crumpled in the seat in pain but conscious. As I was examining her I heard the thunder of an arriving helicopter, and a fire-fighter came up beside me to offer his help. ‘Take care of this one,’ I said. I went back to our injured passenger. Tom and I waited until our patient was turned over to the helicopter team.
We removed our protective clothing, and then drove back to the station to clean and restock our ambulance. I was reviewing the disturbing events of the day in my mind, still hoping for some kind of reassurance. Putting new sheets on the stretcher I looked up and saw Tom. His face was pale.
‘What’s wrong?’ I asked.
Without a word, Tom gave me his fire-resistant gloves. Three fingers of his left glove were gone, completely burned off. On his right glove, three fingers and the thumb were burned away
‘Are you okay?’ I asked. Tom raised his hands and turned them palm up. I winced, expecting to see third-degree burns. But his hands were whole and healthy. I turned them over to examine the backs. Not a mark. No evidence of burns. I was speechless.
‘That isn’t all,’ Tom said, motioning for me to follow him.
We walked around to the driver’s side of the ambulance. Tom opened the door and pulled his protective coat from where he’d stowed it behind the seat. He stepped back, offering me the coat.
I couldn’t believe it! Both arms of his thick coat were charred black, clear up to the elbows.
‘I watched you,’ I said. ‘You reached through the window of that car.’
Fire all around me,’ he agreed, nodding. ‘A wall of fire.’
Tom pushed up his sleeves. Again, no burns. Not even the hair on his arms was singed. He’d reach through fire, but he was untouched. It was almost as if the laws of nature had changed.
‘How could this be?’ Tom asked.
I shrugged, and then spoke the answer that hovered in my mind: ‘You were in God’s hands.’
By Roy Gilliland
Return From Tomorrow
A young army private experiences an astonishing new world that changes his life forever
When I was sent to the base hospital at Camp Barkeley, early in December 1943, I had no idea I was seriously ill. I’d just completed basic training, and my only thought was to get on the train that would take me to medical school as part of the Army’s doctor-training programme. It was an unheard of break for a private, and I wasn’t going to let a chest cold cheat me out of it. But days passed and I didn’t get better. It was 19 December before I was moved to the recuperation wing, where a jeep was to pick me up at 4 o’clock the following morning to drive me to the station. A few more hours and I’d make it! Then about 9.00 p.m. I began to run a fever. I went to the sister and begged some aspirin. Despite the painkiller, my head throbbed, and I’d cough into the pillow to smother the sounds. At 3.00 p.m. I decided to get up and dress. The next half-hour is a blur for me. I remember being too weak to finish dressing. I remember a nurse coming to the room, and then a doctor, and then a bell-clanging ambulance ride to the X-ray building. Could I stand, the captain was asking, long enough to get one picture? I struggled unsteadily to my feet. The whir of the machine is the last thing I remember. When I opened my eyes, I was lying in a little room I had never seen before. A tiny light burned in a nearby lamp. For a while I lay there, trying to recall where I was. All of a sudden I sat bolt upright. The train! I’d miss the train! Now, I know that what I am about to describe will sound incredible. I do not understand it any more than I ask you to; all I can do is relate the events of that night as they occurred. I sprang out of bed and looked around the room for my uniform. Then I stopped, staring. Someone was lying in the bed I had just left. I stepped closer in the dim light, and then drew back. He was dead. The slack jaw, the grey skin was awful. Then I saw the right. On his left hand was the ring I had worn for two years. I ran into the hall, eager to escape the mystery of that room. Medical school that was the all-important thing - just getting there. I walked down the hall towards the outside door. ‘Look out!’ I shouted to a nurse bearing down on me. She seemed not to hear, and a second later had passed the very sot where I stood as though I had not been there. It was too strange to think about. I reached the door, went through and found myself in the darkness outside, speeding towards the station. Running? Flying? I only know that the dark earth was slipping past while other thoughts occupied my mind, terrifying and unaccountable ones. The nurses had not seen me. What if the people at medical school could not see me either? In utter confusion I stopped by a call box in a town by a large river and put my hand against the telephone. At least the phone seemed to be there, but my hand could not make contact with it. One thing was clear: in some unimaginable way I had lost my firmness of flesh, the hand that could grip that phone, the body that other people saw. I was beginning to know too that the body on that bed was mine, unaccountably separated from me, and that my job was to get back and rejoin it as fast as I could. Finding the base and the hospital again was no problem. Indeed, I seemed to be back there almost as soon as I thought of it. But where was the little room I had left? So began what must have been one of the strangest searches ever to take place - the search for myself. As I ran from one ward to the next, past room after room of sleeping soldiers, all about my age, I realized how unfamiliar we are with our own faces. Several times I stopped by a sleeping figure that was exactly as I imagined myself. But the ring was lacking, and I would speed on. At last I entered a little room with a single dim light. A sheet had been drawn over the figure on the bed, but the arms lay along the blanket. On the left hand was the ring. I tried to draw back the sheet, but I could not grip it. And now that I had found myself, how could one join two people who were so completely separate? And there, standing before this problem, I thought suddenly, This is death. This is what we human beings call ‘death’, this splitting up of one’s self. It was the first time I had connected death with what had happened to me. In that most despairing moment, the little room began to fill with light. I say ‘light’, but there is no word in our language to describe brilliance that intense. I must try to find words, however, because incomprehensible as the experience was to my intellect, it has affected every moment of my life since then. The light, which entered that room, was from heaven. I knew because a thought was put deep within me: You are in the presence of God. I have called Him ‘light’, but I could also have said ‘love’, for that room was flooded, pierced, illuminated, by total compassion. It was a presence so comforting, so joyous and all-satisfying that I wanted to lose myself forever in the wonder of it. But something else was present in that room. There also entered every single episode of my entire life. Here they were, every event and thought and conversation, as palpable as a series of pictures. There was no first or last, each one was contemporary. Each one asked a single question, What did you do with your time on earth? I looked anxiously among the scenes before me: school, home, scouting and the cross-country team - a fairly typical boyhood, yet in the light of that presence it seemed a trivial and irrelevant existence. I searched my mind for good deeds. Did you tell anyone about me? Came the question. ‘I didn’t have time to do much,’ I answered. ‘I was planning to, and then this happened. I’m too young to die.’ No one, the thought was inexpressibly gentle, is too young to die. And now a new wave of light spread through the room, already so incredibly bright, and suddenly we were in another world occupying the same space. I followed through ordinary streets and countryside’s, and everywhere I saw this other existence strangely superimposed on our familiar world. It was thronged with people. People with the unhappiest faces I have ever seen. Each grief seemed different. I saw businessmen walking the corridors of the places where they had worked, trying vainly to get someone to listen to them. I saw a mother following a sixty-year-old man, her son, I guessed, cautioning him, instructing him. He did not seem to be listening. Suddenly I was remembering myself, that very night, caring about nothing but getting to medical school. Was it the same for these people? Had their hearts and minds been all concerned with earthly things, and now, having lost earth, were they still fixed hopelessly here? I wondered if this was hell: to care most when you are most powerless. I was permitted to look at two more worlds that night. I cannot say ‘spirit world’s, for they were too real, too solid. Both were introduced the same way a new quality of light, a new openness of vision, and suddenly it was apparent what had been there all along. The second world, like the first, occupied this very surface of the earth, but it was a vastly different realm. Here was no absorption with earthly things, but - for want of a better word - with truth. I saw sculptors and philosophers here, composers and inventors. There were universities and great libraries and scientific laboratories that surpass the wildest inventions of science fiction. Of the final world I had only a glimpse. Now we no longer seemed to be on earth, but immensely far away, out of all relation to it, and there, still at a great distance, I saw a city - a city, if such a thing is conceivable, constructed out of light. At that time I had not read anything on the subject of life after death. But here was a city in which the walls, houses, streets seemed to give off light, while moving among them were beings as blindingly bright as the One who stood beside me. This was only a moment’s vision, for the next instant the walls again closed around me, the dazzling light faded, and a strange sleep stole over me. To this day, I cannot fully fathom why I was chosen to return to life. All I know is that when I woke up in the hospital bed in that little room, in the familiar world where I’d spent all my life, it was not a homecoming. The cry in my heart that moment has been the cry of my life since: to see that world again. It was weeks before I was well enough to leave the hospital, and all that time one thought obsessed me: to get a look at my chart. At last I was left unattended. There it was in terse medical shorthand: Pvt. George Ritchie died 20 December 1943, double lobar pneumonia. Later I talked to the doctor who had signed the report. He told me there was no doubt in his mind that I was dead when he examined me, but nine minutes later the soldier who had been assigned to prepare me for the morgue came running to him to ask him for a shot of adrenalin. The doctor gave me a hypo of adrenalin directly into the heart muscle, all the while disbelieving what his own eyes were seeing. My return to life, he told me, without brain damage or other lasting effect, was the most baffling circumstance of his career. Today I feel that I know why I had the chance to return to this life. It was to become a physician so that I could learn about man and then serve God. And every time I have been able to serve by helping some broken-hearted adult, treating some injured child or counselling some teenager, then deep within I have felt that he was there beside me again.
By Dr George Ritchie
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